Feeling ...

When all my fantasies coming crashing down
And insecurities wash me to the ground
Can't see through my tears
Cant find a way through my fears
               Hope you never know ...
The kind of pain I'm feeling
The way my world is reeling
I wish it wasn't so ...
Have to let go. 

I feel I'm drowning its so hard to breath
It's crazy and I can't believe
The way you have me twisted
How could I have missed it
               How could I not know
What you were really feeling
While you had be kneeling. 
I wish it wasn't true
I wish I didn't love you. 

But it's too late and I've been such a fool
Fell inlove it was against the rule
Cant stop my heart from breaking
Its clear that you were faking
               And now you know
How stupid I am feeling
When will my heart start healing?
I love you so. 
Please let me go.