The nothingness of it all

I don’t understand the parameters.

I get that we’re undefined and unencumbered by expectation.
But I still don’t understand what’s acceptable.
Or is my challenge with accepting rather than understanding?
I’m battling to accept the lose nature of the situation? The nothingness of it all.
Perhaps the situation in beyond my comprehension.
Not wired for this kind of weird.
I don’t know the rules! And you laugh, because there aren’t any rules.
I should be mature enough to play competently
But I’m telling you that I can’t!
Laugh if you want.
Heck, go find someone else to play with and let me get over my humiliation.

Password Please

There must be a name for my condition. What would one call the disorder where one forgets a password, resets the password, then promptly forgets the new password?

Each time I log on to do online banking, check my email or update my blog, I have to reset my passwords. This usually after I've tried all the expected passwords.

I can't download iTunes cos I forgot that password too.

Oddly however, I remember my facebook password. I forgot it once, and had it reset. Then facebook sent me one of those uppercase-lowercase jumble of letters. And low and behold, 6 years later I still remember it. It's not a word, not one that I can pronounce anyway.

Do the long breaks in between post now make sense?