Built like drum and appealing to some

I would date a fat guy, but I would have difficulty believing that a guy would want to date me, because I am fat.

Why do these thoughts always have to raise themselves just as I'm about to fall asleep. Rather inconvenient.

Anyways. I realise that, if a guy is fun, smart and polite, if we enjoy being together and have things to talk about, I would consider dating such a guy even if he were built like the Oros man.

And I'm sure that that would be true for most people - to most mature and decent people, its what's on the inside that matters.

Yet I find it hard to believe that someone would be interested in me for what's on the inside because I feel disadvantaged by my outside.

And again, I'm sure that my inferiority complex isn't unique.

But I do wonder whether other folks realise how we apply this double standard and cheat ourselves.

#dinkmanet