Face in the window

Been keeping the craziness at bay

Bolstered up a wall of business

But she watches me through the window

Sometimes a forlorn face, like a sad forgotten friend
Other times she sneers and taunts,
Telling me that we both know that she will get in. 
It's only a matter of time.
And I turn my back and go back to being busy. 
Run Swim Plan Host 
Lick Suck Kiss Fuck
Running out of things to do.
Running out of places to hide from the face in the window. 
She knows my secrets and she's gonna tell. 
Everyone will know that I'm not well. 
Then they'll all stand at the window and sneer
And drive me insane just like her. 

I wish the bitch would just fucking die. 

Jokes, the bitch is I.